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Chapter 7 - The Art of Letting Go

Saturday morning arrived with a clear, pale sky that held the bite of approaching winter.

Grace stood behind the circulation desk at 8:45 a.m., fifteen minutes before the library was scheduled to open to the public. She had spent Friday night staring at the ceiling of her apartment, holding her grandfather’s 1894 book against her ribs, rehearsing the words she was going to say.

Every version of the script felt like a betrayal.

Every sentence she wrote in her head sounded hollow, manufactured, and cruel.

“You can’t come back here.” “You’re bringing danger to my workplace.” “I don't want to see you again.”

She knew Matteo would see through a simple lie. He spent his life navigating men who lied for profit and survival; he would recognize the fake cadence of a rehearsed rejection instantly. To make him leave—to truly make him step back into his own world and stay there—she had to use the one weapon that could pierce a man who believed he was invulnerable.

She had to make him believe she was afraid of him.

At 9:02 a.m., the front bell chimed.

Grace’s hands tightened around the wooden edge of the desk.

It was Matteo.

He walked in alone today. He wore a heavy navy-blue wool coat over a charcoal suit, his hair neatly styled, his dark eyes instantly searching the room until they locked onto hers. He looked lighter today—less exhausted than he had been on Tuesday night—as if the crisp autumn air had cleared away some of his heavy burdens.

He walked down the central aisle toward her, his steps unhurried, carrying that quiet, imposing grace that had first intimidated her seven weeks ago.

“Grace,” he said as he reached the desk. His voice was warm, carrying a gentle, familiar pitch that made her heart ache so violently she almost lost her breath.

He reached into his pocket and placed two small wooden blocks on the counter—a set of hand-carved bookends shaped like miniature stone arches.

“Lucia made them at her art therapy class yesterday,” Matteo said, a faint, rare smile touching his mouth. “She insisted they belonged on your desk.”

Grace looked at the small bookends. The wood was unevenly sanded, painted a messy, bright turquoise, but carved with obvious care.

She didn't touch them.

She looked up at Matteo, forcing her face into a cold, rigid mask—the face she had seen people wear when they looked at his last name in the newspapers.

“Take them back, Matteo,” she said. Her voice was flat, dry, entirely stripped of the warmth she had given him for seven weeks.

Matteo’s smile vanished instantly. His dark eyes narrowed, scanning her face, taking in her stiff posture, the dark circles under her eyes, the deliberate distance she was maintaining behind the counter.

“Grace?” he asked softly. “What’s wrong?”

“I want you to leave,” she said, holding his gaze with an effort that felt like lifting a mountain. “And I don't want you to come back here.”

Matteo stood completely still. The easy, relaxed posture he had walked in with dissolved, replaced by that watchful, dangerous stillness she had witnessed on Tuesday night.

“Did something happen?” he asked quietly.

“Your aunt came here yesterday,” Grace said, delivering the line exactly as she had planned, using the truth as the anvil for her lie. “She showed me photographs, Matteo. Surveillance pictures taken by the men who were standing outside this door on my birthday.”

Matteo’s jaw tightened so hard a muscle twitched along his cheek. A flash of pure, terrifying rage burned in his dark eyes—not directed at her, but at the name he had tried to keep away from this room.

“Elena shouldn't have come here,” he said, his voice dropping into a low, dangerous growl. “I will handle her. And I will handle Franco Moretti. You don't need to worry about them.”

“I’m not worried about them, Matteo,” Grace said, leaning forward, letting her voice tremble—not with sorrow, but with manufactured fear. “I’m worried about you.”

Matteo froze. “What?”

“I looked at those photographs,” Grace said, her words sharp, cold, cutting through the quiet library like glass. “And I realized something. I realized I don't know who you are. I’ve been sitting here for seven weeks pretending you’re just a nice man who reads books to his niece. But you’re not, are you?”

Matteo didn't answer. He stared at her, his eyes unblinking, his chest rising and falling in slow, heavy breaths.

“You’re the man who threatens people on my front steps,” Grace continued, her voice rising slightly, carrying a theatrical edge of panic that made her sick to her stomach. “You’re the man whose family brings armed guards into a public building. I don't want this here, Matteo. I don't want to look out those windows and wonder if someone is watching me because I spoke to you.”

Every word was a strike. She watched the light in his eyes shift—watched the warm, guarded trust he had built over seven weeks fracture, piece by piece, under the weight of her fake terror.

“You’re afraid of me,” he said. It wasn't a question. It was a realization that sounded like a sentence being passed upon him.

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Grace swallowed hard, keeping her face cold, refusing to let a single tear spill over her lashes.

“Yes,” she lied.

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