Chapter 11 - The Table Is Ours

On the following Sunday at precisely two o'clock in the afternoon, a quiet sedan pulled up to the curb in front of our house.
There was no convoy of eleven cars. There were no loud kids shouting from the windows. There were no foil trays, no salad bowls, and no bottles of wine.
Just Denise and Howard.
Through the front window, I watched them step out of the vehicle. Denise was wearing a simple navy cardigan and trousers. She didn't march up the driveway with the booming confidence she had displayed six months ago; she walked slowly, holding a single, small bouquet of white daisies in her hand, her shoulders tucked in, looking as anxious as a teenager meeting her boyfriend’s parents for the first time.
Luke walked to the door and opened it before she could ring the bell.
"Hi, Luke," Howard said quietly, standing on the porch with his hands stuffed in his pockets.
"Dad. Mom," Luke acknowledged, stepping aside. "Come on in."
Denise stepped into the foyer. Her eyes immediately dropped to the floor, as if checking to make sure her shoes weren't tracking dirt onto the rug. She carefully removed her coat and hung it on the wall hook without waiting to be asked.
Then she saw me.
I was sitting on the living room rug beside Jonah, who was sitting upright on a foam mat, chewing on a rubber giraffe. I was wearing a comfortable sweater, my hair pulled back in a neat clip, looking relaxed, rested, and entirely in control of my space.
Denise stopped ten feet away. She didn't rush forward. She didn't reach out her arms to grab the baby.
"Hello, Natalie," she said, her voice small and hesitant. She held out the flowers with a trembling hand. "These are for you. I remembered white daisies were your favorite from the wedding."
I stood up slowly, gracefully, feeling no pain, no pull on my abdomen, and no weakness in my legs.
I walked across the room and took the flowers from her hands.
"Thank you, Denise," I said calmly. "They’re lovely. I’ll put them in water."
I walked into the kitchen—my kitchen, clean, quiet, and smelling of fresh lemons—and placed the daisies in a clear glass vase. When I walked back out, Denise was still standing in the exact same spot where I had left her, waiting for permission to move.
"You can sit down," I said, gesturing to the sofa.
Denise sat on the edge of the cushions, placing her purse on the floor beside her feet. Her eyes drifted to Jonah, who had stopped chewing his giraffe and was now staring at her with wide, curious brown eyes—Luke’s eyes.
"He’s so big," Denise whispered, a genuine tear finally breaking past her eyelashes and tracking down her cheek. "He’s... he’s beautiful, Natalie."
"Would you like to meet him properly?" I asked softly.
Denise looked up at me, her eyes filled with a mixture of shock and deep, profound gratitude. "May I?"
"Yes," I said. "On one condition."
Denise sat up straighter. "Anything."
"You sit right there," I said, picking up Jonah from his playmat and carrying him over to the couch. "And if he cries... you hand him right back to me."
Denise nodded furiously, wiping her cheek with the back of her hand. "Of course. Of course, Natalie. Whatever you say."
I carefully placed Jonah into her arms.
Jonah didn't scream. He didn't cry. He looked up at Denise’s soft, familiar face, let out a tiny, bubbly gurgle, and reached out his tiny hand to grab the gold necklace hanging around her neck.
Denise closed her eyes and let out a long, shuddering breath, resting her forehead gently against the top of Jonah’s soft, hair-covered head.
Luke walked into the room carrying three cups of coffee on a wooden tray. He set one down in front of his mother, one in front of his father, and handed the third cup directly to me.
He sat down beside me on the couch, sliding his arm around my shoulders and pulling me close against his side.
I took a slow sip of the hot coffee, feeling the warm, quiet comfort of my home, my husband, and my son.
The table in the dining room was empty. There were no foil pans, no dirty plates, and no uninvited guests crowding the chairs.
The house was quiet.
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The table was ours.
And for the first time since Jonah was born... everything was exactly as it was supposed to be.