Chapter 8 - The Falling of the Leaf

My mother passed away on a quiet, sunlit Tuesday morning in early December, just as the church bells down in Newport harbor were chiming eight o'clock.
There were no alarms. No screaming monitors. No chaotic rush of medical personnel shouting orders or tearing open sterile packages.
She died in her own bed, wrapped in her yellow wool blanket, holding my hand in her left fingers and Clara’s hand in her right.
Her last words were not about pain, or fear, or the cold ocean outside.
She had opened her pale green eyes at seven-forty-five, looked at the morning sunlight flooding through the glass window, and looked up at me.
"You look like your father today, Bennett," she whispered, her voice as light as a dried leaf catching the autumn wind. "When he was young. Before he got lost in the money."
She turned her head slowly to look at Clara.
"Take care of my boy, Clara," she murmured, her voice fading to a soft exhale. "He's much better than he pretends to be."
She closed her eyes three minutes later. Her hand grew soft, heavy, and still in mine.
I didn't cry immediately.
I sat on the edge of the bed for an hour, holding her cooling fingers, listening to the quiet rhythm of Clara’s soft weeping beside me. The ocean outside was calm, a brilliant turquoise blue beneath the crisp winter sun, shimmering like a sheet of polished glass.
When the funeral directors arrived two hours later—brought in through the rear entrance by Arthur Pendelton with quiet, discreet respect—they didn't bring a metallic stretcher or a black plastic body bag into the house.
Clara and I wrapped my mother in a soft white wool blanket. Together, we helped lift her frail frame onto the mahogany litter, placing a fresh stem of white freesia across her folded hands.
As they rolled her out through the grand double doors of the mansion, I stood on the granite front steps, watching the black hearse pull slowly down the winding drive beneath the snow-covered oaks.
The wind swept off the ocean, cold and clean, blowing past my face.
I looked beside me. Clara stood on the stone step, her navy coat pulled tight around her shoulders, her dark brown hair blowing across her cheek.
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I reached out, taking her hand in mine.
She didn't pull away. She squeezed my fingers, her warmth radiating through the freezing winter air, grounding me to the earth beneath my feet.